LostGentleman

This account has been shared for years, and A.P. went inactive for a long time now, not sure she will ever be logging back in - but any messages will be forwarded to her by e-mail. About my side: I had shyly done some work, from writing to photography, and with my refusal to create an account (as I rather suck at most of what I do), she had convinced me to be sharing her account, with her uploading some things we collaborated in, and some (awful) poetry. As adorable as it was, my life got busier, and so had hers. So there was nothing coming from my side, and eventually she asked me to take care of the account, so it didn´t go to waste - that maybe in years she might be active again, so we would be sharing again. This was over an year ago, which does hint at my initial response - being busy as well, I honestly did not want to be juggling an account that I was secondary to. But bit by bit, and seeing the account empty, and the memories of her trying to "boost my self-esteem" and morale, and to make me feel included, it got me to smile every now and then, leading me to think "heck, why not?" With the agreement that I will annoy her with e-mails, should anyone attempt contacting her (warning ahead - I won´t provide the e-mail address itself to anyone, unless she instructs me to do so. I will only forward the copied message and I can´t assure a reply); I agreed to take care of it and now switched the name order (the initials that were under the username before, were mine) She had told me that she had erased most in the account years back, when she had started talking of letting go of it; I´m sorry for any further changes and entries that might go hidden (I still feel wary of making permanent changes), but some things were a bit on the awkward side taste-wise. I just had always seen this as her account, although we were sharing it to a certain degree - and now, things have changed. This is the explanation (and sort of apology) to anyone who was here for her, and suddenly find someone completely different stepping up - I rather switch places than the account ending up being deleted (which was discussed as possibility). People followed, and most of what is here, will be left as it was (albeit some posts being put as hidden, I rather do that than deleting everything as she told me). Just things will be added, that is mostly it. Again I´m sorry for everyone who was here just for her, nearly all the followers were here due to her being the active one and a good friend, so I feel really bad for such a terrible substitution, and I understand if you rather not continuing following under such circumstances! That being said, hello to anyone who might have known me already (I suspect a rather small number of people!! Me not being the talented one, plus being shy and quiet )