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Kiriban and Tag!!!!

Journal Entry: Sun Jan 25, 2015, 10:23 AM
Skin by SimplySilent

I got tagged by :iconloki661:

I'm sorry if I "sound" a little blunt, or dry. I don't feel comfortable answering ..some of these questions. *ponders*       Yet, as usual, I write as I think things up. More than 15 years of practice, I guess I'll die like that. [I don't mind.]


1. Do you sleep with your closet doors open or closed?
Closed. Should the skeletons come out to play, 'ya know..

2. Do you take the shampoo and conditioner bottles from hotels?
I don't think so ..   o_o

3. Do you sleep with your sheets tucked in or out?
I..uh.... sleep with my sheets on top of me! Yes? No? º__º

4. Have you ever stolen a street sign before?
I don't remember =...='''''''''''''''''    *facepalm of shame*

5. Do you like to use post-it notes?
That question is depressing. Yes, sometimes.. *sigh* Usually, when I use a post-it.. I tend to keep it  ò,ó  (wth..? why do I do that? gah..)

6. Do you cut out coupons but then never use them?
It did happen  -I guess *ponders*

7. Would you rather be attacked by a big bear or a swarm of bees?
((..This is not happening...))    . . . .       *second facepalm*  A..big bear  *sigh*  Hopefully it would be a Big BROTHER Bear..   =_ __='''

8. Do you have freckles?
AGH.. Mhm  *lowers voice*    yes ..  but not many  *looks away*

9. Do you always smile for pictures?
I usually die upon such a thing, causing extreme pain to the photographer, who is forced to take quite a few until I don't look as awkward. I'm getting a bit better at that thou..

10. What is you biggest pet peeve?
Maybe.. when people don't wash things properly. And then I have to wash the supposed "washed dishes" because there's a freakin' big piece of SPAGHETTI glued to it. Dude, I'm a perfectionist with medical science knowledge - that sort of thing, and any disrespect over others' safety, makes me go bananas. I am the annoying lecturer.

11. Do you ever count your steps when you walk?
Huh? No.. Er, I might have counted stair-steps on a few given occasions.. :o

12. Have you ever peed in the woods?
Where haven't I peed..- I MEAN yes.

13. What about pooped in the woods?
:fear: ..what the heck is this thing?!?!?!!?   |_ |   I..uh.....Don't remember I DON'T KNOW darn it!!! (am I supposed to keep a friggin' log on these things??) .. (did I??) *SIGH*    I really don't know..

14. Do you ever dance even if there's no music playing?
No music. Me. Dancing in the middle of the street. I'm weird that way.

15. Do you chew your pens and pencils?

16. Where were you three hours ago?
On the very same spot where I am right now. (Hah.)

17. What size is your bed?
Body-and-a-half. Unless I'm working on one of my OC's Yaoi spin-offs, or mature content part  - if so, my bed is as big as my perversion.

18. What is your song of the week?
Ouch... *laughs* Monoral - Kiri, Radiohead - Paranoid Android, Katy Perry - Firework (for the craziest reason..HAH!)

19. Is it okay for guys to wear pink?
Who's asking?? Ah.. How good (or bad) it would look would depend on the hue of the pink, the outfit itself, the skin tone, hair color, style and taste employed. No, I wouldn't pick a random guy from the street and offer him something pink. Gosh.. I'll be driven to insanity from these questions... xD

20. Do you still watch cartoons?
Cartoons, anime.. hey you, on the back row  *points finger*  You do know where /h/ fits, don't you? Then remember how wide, extensive and sometimes cult are some of the items on the "cartoon" category, before you laugh at or diminish the act of it's viewing. 

21. What's your least favorite movie?
What?  ....  Uh         LOL!   Titanic 2. Did NOT watch it whole. Caught some of it while zapping. Actually had a fit. "Ratings: 1.6/10 from 8,016 users" ... and that states nothing...

22. Where would you bury hidden treasure if you had some?
Where would I....  =_=*    *takes a deep breath*    My cat's friggin' litter bo-   ......... I would.. take some of the treasure money, buy a house, and bury it on it's grounds, how about that? Good enough?? If you happen to find the money, then please go ahead and pay my bills. Thank you very much.

23. What do you drink with dinner?
Water (~ if).

24. What do you dip a chicken nugget in?
*maniac laugh*          *get's silent and smiles*  Sweet and sour sauce.

25. What is your favorite food?
Sushi. I guess. I'd rather not talk about it.

26. What movies could you watch over and over and still love?
Family, friends & personal homemade movies.

27. Last person you kissed/kissed you?
If I state who it was, would any of you even know? Would it make any difference? Jo. Who should have brushed.

28. Where you ever a Boy/Girl Scout?
No- however I scouted people.. *grins*

29. Would you ever strip or pose nude in a magazine?
Would I, or did I?      Right now? I wouldn't. *smiles*

30. When was the last time you wrote a letter to someone on paper?
Before I gave entrance into the hospital. November 2014. Remember perfectly. It was late at night. As I finished up a few things I had promised, I took a vintage-style Parker pen, some paper, opened a vial of ink, and wrote a few lines to a friend. It was sent the next day.

31. Can you change the oil on a car?
The car doesn't know how to change my oil, so why would I bother.. *snooty face*

32. Ever gotten a speeding ticket?

33. Ever ran out of gas?
I did see the red gauge and wondered.. xD But no...

34. Favorite kind of sandwich?
Free and tasty. *quick grin*

35. Best thing to eat for breakfast?
Yaoi and pancakes. With tons of milk to drink. Won't specify from what animal. There's cow, sheep, goat, buffalo, on... *stares into the horizon, daydreaming*

36. What is your usual bedtime?
At hectic'o'clock.

37. Are you lazy?
Undoubtedly. Yes.

38. When you were a kid what did you dress up as for Halloween?
Hahah... I wasn't so much as a kid, I was a teen, and I'm not sure it was for Halloween.. Heh... I  dressed up as a guy, and at lunch time in front of everyone, I knelt on one knee in front of the only teacher on both schools who would never smile or laugh, and with utmost respect, went on on how beautiful she was, how she should smile, courting her as a true gentleman, with one hand on my chest. Made her blush from head to toe, giggle immensely, bashfully gasping for air while releasing quite a number of "Ohhh!! Ohhhhh!!!.." 's  - lavishly releasing all the gorgeous smiles that were always kept hidden. If that was not on Halloween, I guess it was either a corpse (vague reminiscence..), or a hot witch in a gothic-industrial style costume made by me when we were teens (ah! yeah, it was for a "fashion show contest", revolving around recycling, where we were to create the outfit, work on our characterization, and to walk the runway wearing it! pwahahahah!!! xD I remember! I actually was so caught up helping others with their last touches and their fear of walking in front of everyone, that I didn't even notice when my turn came, thus going in in a hurry without even thinking, so relaxed that I won my category - how derp is that?! Characterization was my thing, always loved creating like that, so I had fun on that department: playing with textures, makeup for a final result that reflected my creative idea. Seriously, what is this? A trip down memory lane, apparently.. xD oh well). On my late teens I paraded a sexy black cat costume compiled by me, fuzzy ears, homemade tail, corset, whatnot ..I guess these are some of the things I dressed up as, when I was a kid(-ish).. *scratches back of head*

39. What is your Chinese astrological sign?
In Chinese astrology the animal signs assigned by year represent what others perceive you as being or how you present yourself (the
inherent luck) - in that matter, I'm a Rabbit, with the Associated Element of "Yin Fire" (or Cat, on the Vietnamese a.s.). I'm a Horse by month (called inner animal - represents the strength of energy throughout life) with the fixed element of Fire. I'm a Monkey regarding the day (called true animal - represents the true nature and innate self); and I'm yet again a Monkey in regard of hours (called secret animals - represents information about one's children and contributions to the world or later life.)  Note-> the hour must be sought in accordance to the time in Beijing CST, as it will be related to the position of the Sun there, instead of the local hour<-

40. How many languages can you speak?
English, Portuguese, Italian. I do understand Spanish, although I wrestle with the verbs when it comes to speaking it. Have an interest in Japanese and Ukrainian (..don't ask), and a lack of it regarding French - although I did study it, so i know a little bit.. *awkward frown*

41. Do you have any magazine subscriptions?
Deco pro teste and Deco pro teste saúde, medical related things, I actually was a huge fan of the Magazine Super Jogos ("Super Games"), having ordered every single issue of it. Would buy the Bgamer, all those.. Have you yet failed to notice I'm a nerd? Orly? Crazy gamer and stuff. So hardcore I actually ended up "pressing non-existent keys to activate the Aerial Heart Devil Trigger, so I could fly up the train-station stairs effortlessly, as I was tired". Now imagine my face upon realizing what I was actually doing with my hands.. Heh... *smirks* That, dodging invisible grenades,.. *puts hands in pockets and whistles some random tune, looking away*

42. Which are better, Legos or Lincoln Logs?
I'll go with what I know.  *concerned face*  ..Legos

43. Are you stubborn?
Sometimes. More to the sides of "occasionally persistent to insane levels".    *shrugs and blushes, with hands still on pockets*

44. Who is better, Leno or Letterman?
[Conan O'Brien] *smiles*       ..  ..agh...Leno  *stares at floor*

45. Ever watch soap operas?
Are you kidding?  *blunt and cold piercing stare*         *shows teeth on a soundless grunt* ..No

46. Are you afraid of heights? Well, my muscles have the tendency to go unresponsive and hard as rock in situations of the sort, which, basically, makes me dislike heights. Traumatic event and stuff.

47. Do you sing in the car?
I sing. On the street, if nobody is too close, at home, here, there, everywhere.

48. Do you sing in the shower?
Oh yes. The only thing I don't do on the shower is gargling! *laughs silently*

49. Do you dance in the car?
*sighs and stares at ceiling* Been known to..

50. Ever used a gun?
Had a few on my hands.. Sniper and so on  *mumbles*

51. Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer?
I don't understand that english.. Is the question "if the last portrait taken was actually taken by a photographer?", or "when was the last time you had a portrait taken by a photographer?" -??

52. Do you think musicals are cheesy?
Not necessarily. Anything "could" be "cheesy": not musicals "Per Se"..

53. Is Christmas stressful?
It's.. a weight on my shoulders, ...usually..

54. Ever eat pierogi?
No.. :(  Will you give me some??

55. Favourite type of fruit pie?
Anypie. *licks upper lip*

56. Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid?
A police officer. But I won't be writing the reason here. *looks away*

57. Do you believe in ghosts?
I know there are ..things     *makes sound with tongue*

58. Ever had a Déjà-vu feeling?
Too many times. Unpleasant ones actually. *tightens lips and squints*

59. Take a vitamin daily?
Ahh.. Was taking after a few weeks from getting too weak from all the blood loss, but then I got tired. Taking things annoys me. *crosses arms and sighs*

60. Wear slippers?
Used to wear, yes.. Now I'm using crocs indoors. Silent, more comfortable (my left foot was having some pain hahah)

61. Wear a bath robe?
Mostly on Winter.. hmm

62. What do you wear to bed?
T..T*     Intent is key.

63. First concert?
Agh, early teens..

64. Walmart, Target, or Kmart?
I don't have any of those on my Country.. *smiles in a creepy, emotionless way*

65. Nike or Adidas?
I won't buy something of the apparel category based on a Name. *sigh*

66. Cheetos or Fritos?
Fritos.. Cornflour is widely loved by me, both in store-bought and home-cooked goods, Cajun know their cooking.. *shows tip of tongue and smirks*

67. Peanuts or sunflower seeds?
Now you got me..  º__º  Not both huh?  -__-   *sigh*   Sunflower seeds  ..

68. Ever hear of the group Tres Bien?
No, and I'm scared to ask..   ..!    Oh..!  Jazz! Good, I was scared it was something of the ..sorts of justin bieber  *scratches back of head* Well, Tres Bien Quartet is actually nice *smiles smoothly*  ~ohhhhwait !! Ok, that is another band xDDD Ok, there is also a rock-ish band with that name, who knew..! And..who knows which one is the right one  T ,T  ..I give up!

69. Ever take dance lessons?
Sort of..  *shrugs embarrassed*

70. Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing?

71. Can you curl your tongue?

72. Ever won a spelling bee?
There weren't any of those ..or....maybe I just didn't even notice T,='''  I have quite a few gaps there, my mind was.. uh... elsewhere- 'nyway! I won a few "STOP CORRECTING MY SPELLING!yOU'RE WORSE THAN A thousandBEEs!!!!!" from my friends.. Does that count..?   *puts hand on stomach and laughs*   x'D

73. Have you ever cried because you were so happy?
I.. guess I haven't had the pleasure..!   ´t__t`   (('s actually

74. Own any record albums?
Not at the moment. We lost many of our possessions over the..-  No.

75. Own a record player?
Previous answer answers this one as well.

76. Regularly burn incense?
No.. Now, burning my fingers on ice, that's a different story   *closes eyes and throws a sudden sigh*

77. Ever been in love?
What kind of messed up question is that????  ..      *covers eyes with a wide-open hand*     ...     Sorry-         *exhales*    Yes.

78. Who would you like to see in concert?
Monoral..     (may I ask impossibles?? Good) Nirvana.   Rammstein.. Garbage. Paramore. Zoé. Yellowcard. SOAD.

79. What was the last concert you saw?
GNR  *smiles*  Talked a bit to the singer Aura, while she left her car (her bodyguard was in a bad mood). Later had a confrontation with a drugged, drunk neo-nazi white power skinhead. Youth's ignorance bites. Specially if there's a reckless moron with a hero complex like myself nearby. Learn what you mess with, on a 30 second gap I had a 15 year old and a 20 year old obliviously "accepting entering on his gang", and as he was deviously laughing and specifying their weaponry, drugs he actually had with him (and in him), I stopped him, stood up against him in such a berserk-ed way, that everybody got scared that I was going to physically assault him. He thought so too. He had been aggressive on the kids verbally, he said he would call the cops if I touched him, and menaced the younger kid that he'd be back with alcohol and would "force them to drink it even if he had to hold them and shove it down their gasping throats". I nearly lost it that day, had 5 people worried that I would get myself killed (he uttered something about the shotgun on his car). I informed him he wouldn't touch a hair of any of them. So, again: learn. Don't ignore learning History and Politics, etc, so that your ignorance doesn't end up getting someone killed.    *winks, as if to point out a good advice*

80. Hot tea or cold tea?
Hot tea..   *raises eyebrows*

81. Tea or coffee?
Coffee.. On a huge, 1/2L mug.     *tightens lips and nods patiently*

82. Sugar or snickerdoodles?
Snickerdoodles..!    *shrugs in astonishment*

83. Can you swim well?
Weren't you happy with the question "Can you swim??" ??? Noooo, you had to make sure that I could do it well, you... Tsk.... I won't say that I can swim well, as I live by the ocean, and there, things don't always go according to plan.  So there: No.

84. Can you hold your breath without holding your nose?
Yes. I think I have a good orotracheal rapport..  ö__ö

85. Are you patient?
With certain things, I'm so patient it hurts others. With some other things.. hmm      |____|

86. DJ or a band at a wedding? uh.... what???? Oh waw...    *f a c e p a l m*         YES, a band would be correct.. Thank you...

87. Ever won a contest?
Yeah, I ..  *shrugs*

88. Ever had plastic surgery?
I did not get anything on my appearance altered surgically.. *sigh*  ...nor am I interested

89. Which are better, black or green olives?
I like all olives, but let's say Black.

90. Can you knit or crochet?
Not anymore.    ((I'm forgetful.))

91. Best place for a fireplace?
...        T . T                   Not on top of the chimney.. Not only would it be counterproductive, it would also be too rough on Santa.. So, let's say, "under the chimney" and "on the beach"..

92. Do you want to get married?
*squints*    ..uhm probably     *stares at ceiling*

93. If married, how long have you been married?
I am not. [[Thank God.]]

94. Who was your HS crush?
Crush? A guy named R.     Quite irrelevant. If the question was about deeper feelings, this talk would be longer and wouldn't feature R.

95. Do you cry and throw a fit until you get your way?
Never did, as far as I recall. When you don't get raised by your parents, you kinda figure you better be good

96. Do you have kids?
I haven't given birth to any children, no.

98. What's your favorite color?
Red..  *stares at floor*

99. Do you miss anyone right now?
I'm not sure.

100. Are you supposed to be doing something else right now?
Opening a bottle of champagne.. I finally finished all of these  -_-

By the rules of tag I tag:

:iconplanet-i-studios: & :iconblindingsun: & :iconskapande:


-~ My Other Tags ~-

All the TAGS since...2006??~~~Tag nr1~~~
Tagged by :iconsakura-darkpanther:
- 7 Things that scares you...
1) spiders, centepede, that kinda stuff.. X_x
2) heights (mah muscles freeze O~O )
3) gettin dumped or .... betrayed..
4) getting all alone (by others death or.. because they.. simply leave)
5) Myself
6) the Warning Day
7) My own demons.
- 7 Things you like the most...
1) My True family - including my friends, wich are undoubtely part of my family ;P
2) The ones that will always help me - even if I don't deserve it
3) My past - the only thing that is certain, may I hate it or not, it's still there
4) Happy moments :')
5) Children, kids, babies - they make me cry
6) STRIPES, TIES, PENS, RUBBERS, lollypops :D , coffee, chocolate (dark one yum), strawberries!, diospiro, mango, paçoquinha, shiny thingsssssssssssss!!!! , that school "bread" that everyone hates
7) The timeless spirit of my country, Portugal - that portuguese people are always trying to kill but spirits cannot di

Tag nr3 on that Journal is actually a tag that scared the heck out of me, as I used all of my songs, on random, and didn't change any.. It's beyond CRAZY how they actually answered all the questions to the dot........ Still creeps me out..! :D


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  • Listening to: Mafalda Veiga - Cada Lugar Teu
  • Reading: Berserk
  • Watching: 009-1 (Back on alphabetic order, 4 the unwatched)
  • Playing: with my life *looks away*
  • Eating: couratos \\m/
  • Drinking: a moment in time.


Some mouth-to-mouth, anyone?

She just knows all the stuff!

Green shoes! They give +1 SPEED  ;P

Dear /Y/ Fans, I have seen something so epic, I have to share with you..
Those of you who who don't like [BL]... keep walking :giggle:  ..ahem......
One year channel Anniversary by KabutoNosebleed
Day 16 - Morning rituals by KabutoNosebleed
" Walked away, heard them say
"Poison hearts will never change, walk away again"
Turned away in disgrace
Felt the chill upon my face cooling from within

It's hard to notice gleaming from the sky
When you're staring at the cracks
It's hard to notice what is passing by with eyes lowered

You... walked away, heard them say
"Poisoned hearts will never change, walk away again"

All the cracks, they lead right to me
And all the cracks will crawl right through me
All the cracks, they lead right to me
And all the cracks will crawl right through me, and I fell apart

As I... walked away, heard them say
"Poisoned hearts will never change"
Walked away again
Turned away in disgrace
Felt the chill upon my face cooling from within"

"What if I wanted to break
Laugh it all off in your face
What would you do?

What if I fell to the floor
Couldn't take all this anymore
What would you do, do, do?

Come break me down
Marry me, bury me
I am finished with you

What if I wanted to fight
Beg for the rest of my life
What would you do?

You say you wanted more
What are you waiting for?
I'm not running from you

Come break me down
Marry me, bury me
I am finished with you

Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you

I tried to be someone else
But nothing seemed to change
I know now, this is who I really am inside

Finally found myself
Fighting for a chance
I know now, this is who I really am

Come break me down
Marry me, bury me
I am finished with you, you, you

Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you

Come, break me down
Break me down
Break me down

What if I wanted to break?
What if I, what if I, what if I
Bury me, bury me"

Part 3/3!
Continuing from the Posts bellow Heart
(please, watch part 1/3 and 2/3 first)

- Irina Slutskaya:


- the singer
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